Our Bed Conversation

“To die and part is a less evil; but to part and live, there, there is the torment.” ~ George Lansdowne

I remember our conversation in bed…two of us…you and me…about us and stuff.

For whatever reason, I felt comfortable listening on your voice drifting around the room, caught up words by words…Very strange thou because we were stranger. And did I say I was listening? Wow, that must be something because usually am not that kind. I talk…am womanJ

I remember my first question there…where we lied on that bed, when we caught our breath after we fell from heaven…

“How could you be such a great kisser?”

 I saw your lips lifted formed a tiny cute smile, your fingers through my hair and I looked at you deeply begging for silly answer…it was stupid question anyway.

“Emhhhhh….practiced on every occasion with different sources makes it perfect.” You said calmly, convincing…

We laughed together. That was the most naïve and honest answer I’ve ever heard!!

Then there’s moment I want it stop there…the moment when we kissed, explored and discovered us, we fused, caught the colours, touched the sky, ran on stairs in our vein, stroked slowly, moved…flew in halfway on the garden of heaven…we sighed, I heard you whispered into my ears how it felt so good…

And when we looked into each other eyes, we knew that there’s no distance, we knew we’re in the same path to find our treasure, our jolt of joy…and when we fell, we gasped our breath, we had the strength to get back again…and again..

That’s very tiring conversation of most of all...if you notice, but we created our own language to communicate that I adore.

Then our conversation change…from bed time stories, friends’ funny joke, world history, dreams and superstition until questioning the love…

From lips kiss, butterfly kiss, forehead kiss then nothing…

From entwining in one another's arms, completely vulnerable scooping each other for little second togetherness till getting irritated of everything...

And then suddenly we lost our bed conversation…and wondering what was happened.

Life is so strange, right? It’s like mad gravitational tune…I went thru inconvenient phase of sleepless on someone else’s bed and stranger’s arms, building the confident expectation, lost on the blissful state and then…totally unable to find my clarity and intelligent in between.

I miss our first bed conversation which was so unimportant; talking about us, getting to know one another and growing ever closer, let anybody out of it..and I mean anybody…

That’s our bed…and I want us there, you and me…having conversation again about us………….and stuff...

“I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long.  If we're in each other's dreams, we can play together all night.”- Calvin & Hobbes

Good night,

Mei

Weltrusten

Hoi,  Goedenavond. Hoe is je dag?

I’ve been getting light-headed since three days ago, fainted couple of times & after seen a doctor this evening, I found out that my blood pressure is very low or in medically term it called hypotension. If anyone wondering what the heck a low blood-pressure is, please check this link http://www.medicinenet.com/low_blood_pressure/article.htm.

Well, because of those symptoms, my memory which usually as large as elephant, become shrinking like an ant. I almost forgot that tomorrow I have first day of midterm exam, Interpreting. Good thing is when you remember when your favorite football club schedule game, so you can count from itJ Thanks to Ajax!!

Talking about forgetting things, mostly when its come to the important event, I don’t have many occurrence, as long as I remember...Let's see.... I've experienced on forgetting my password, my bank card PIN, my ATM card, how to do duplex printing in second chance, how not to laughing too loud, sending message to a wrong person and as well forgetting not too drink too much so I wouldn’t forget my exam day, the subject examined, my address, my house, my room, asking wrong question…or even calling a wrong name!!ooopssss- but hey that’s understood since we know what’s getting in ours when we drinks & have so much fun, right? En dat is nou precies wat het zo leuk maakt…

I think that’s quite a lot, hey!!! Then I was full of shit when I said my memories like an elephantJ

And the only one thing is getting my nerves that I always forgetting; my keys. Don’t ask why and where I put it. I wish that one day I could cure it…at least for all these time I have someone who willing to give the copy every-time I got the key amnesia. We'll see till he's given up:) 

Now, I have to study for my exam and cross your fingers I will not forget the answers. Life’s a bitch!!

Welterusten kussen,

Mei

Good Night

Il était une fois...a little girl had the desire to have her own blog, but she was confused what she's going to write on it. Then she had weird dreams continuously that make her thought, ”Maybe, this is the signs. Do some little things to make a change.” and then the dream came true...

She chose  template's tittle for the blog was good night, since it inspired from the other world inside her...she felt like the blog was un petite chef doeuvre

On the blog, she wanted to share what had been happening with her & people around her...One her wish was that everyone to chew wisely as on it might have inconvenient content...like when she said,"Je m'en fous!!"

Je suis tout à vous,

              Mei